Thursday, October 29, 2009

dream

I had a dream about my dad last night. I was back home, we were just hanging out, but we were hugging each other. My dad’s friend was there too. He said “I don’t know about you living in New York and stuff. I think you should come back and spend some times with him. My dad was just standing there looking at him with those kind affectionate eyes. He had a faint smile; that sad smile of his. He was happy to see me happy and he was sad that I was so far away.

I felt like something dragged me out of his arms and I woke up sobbing. He was so close, he was right there. I could feel him, smell his body.

I guess this is the closest I could get to him ever again.

The thing in my throat hurts. It hurts so bad.

4 comments:

  1. honey this was great seeing your dad in a lovely and quite dreams, maybe it means he is in calm and peace, booooooooooooooooooooooooooos

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  2. I don't know what to Say Raha joon except that I am really really sorry for your loss.

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  3. raha joon,

    I just read this today. I'm really sorry for your loss... can't imagine what you're going through. I wish you strength and patience in these times.

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