it's almost spring. i'm going home again, like i did last year. i'm going to spend the new year in tehran, see all the people i love, eat all the foods i enjoy, and be surrounded by joyful moments. but i also have to face a loss. a special person who isn't there anymore, and whose memories will be with me for every second of every day.

i'm excited for the new year, and i can't wait to see my loved ones. after dad's death, i realized that life is short. really short. and i need to take advantage of all the moments i spend with those i love. i feel so lucky to have so many beautiful people around me. they keep me grounded, and they get me through the gloomy and grey days of winter.

it's spring again. time to restart, and to overcome the sadness. there is whole new year ahead of me. much to see, learn, and love.

i can't wait to get on that airplane.